Dearest, Eclipsians.
The sky is cloudy, sun was never shining brightly. Until I found them, the villagers of Eclipse. At the first sight, I was like "Who are they? They aren't even my bestie, I don't know them at all." I just thought "I wanna be in another place, better place, what is this? A hut? I can't find my comfy here. Get me outta this placeee!" I yelled just like something bites my leg. "Uh, they aren't even a people kind of me. We're different! I wanna be with my bestfriend not like them. I'm bored. Someone please help me."
Each day, I started realize that a person should like to be such a good girl. I must accept this. This is my chance to be "myself" it's the time to show everyone the real me. I must accept my friends, whatever they looks. So I started to think that friends means everything, they mean the world to me, they support me for who I really am, the accept my weakness, they're trying to make me happy everyday. and they just did it. They made me happy, they're accompanying me in every single day.
Uh. I was wrong all this time. They aren't like what I thought before. They're better than that, so much better. I'm sorry for what I did. I did think bad about your self, I admit it I'm a bad people. I'm far from perfect, I really am sorry for everything I did wrong. I made so much mistakes since I was with you guys. But I learned everything from mistakes.
Now I'm really really realized about everything about life, friendship, and how to love someone perfectly. How to living life without blaming each other, without sending hate to a person. I know some people hates me but I know right there are so much people loves me for who I really am, for my own self, not anybody else. I'm trying to be kind to people, but sometimes I just like "Dude, you don't have to hate on someone, STFU." I'm sorry for saying that but this is my own self, sometimes I just can't handle my anger, peace out.
I would like to tell you about some crazy things from my besties. First, I just can't handle if Adit or Reza or maybe Lucy start joking, hahaha they're shaking my tummy perfectly, they could be the best joker in the village lols. and second, how could I forget the awkwardness of Isna or Alfina's laughs, hahaha it shakes my head lmfao. So many memories of me and the other villagers that I can not forget. They're means so much to me :)
Sincerely, you know who I really am :)
I'm sorry for my bad English, I'm trying to write in English cause I love it :)